novelkee Chapter 180 127: Not Salvation
Chapter 180 127: Not Salvation
Chapter 180 127: Not Salvation
Xiao Jingzhe glanced at her, and quickly looked away, looking at the medical records placed on the table by Ryan, his brows were tightly furrowed.
"What accident?" Ryan asked.
"Yesterday at noon, I almost lost control, and I even had the idea of jumping off the stairs with others." Mu Jinyue's tone was calm, as if she was stating a very ordinary thing.
But her eyes were condensed with the frost outside the window.
Ryan was stunned, and he didn't expect her to say the reason in such a calm tone, but he quickly reacted and asked her with a smile: "Is that someone you like very much?"
"I don't like it very much," Mu Jinyue emphasized emphatically, "I only like it a little."
She said so, but a wave appeared in her eyes that had always been cold, and then spread round and round, converging into a stormy wave, breaking the calm.
Ryan understood, he glanced at Xiao Jingzhe out of the corner of his eye, not surprisingly, he saw his ugly and depressed face.
Sighing in his heart, Ryan no longer continued the topic. He spread his hands and said briskly, "Okay, ladies and gentlemen, it should be lunch time now."
"But--"
Before Xiao Jingzhe finished speaking, Ryan raised his hand to interrupt him.
"Xiao, don't be too anxious," Ryan said, "You know, treatment needs to be done step by step."
Xiao Jingzhe frowned imperceptibly.
This is true, but the gradual speed is too slow.
Ryan used his trump card again: "If you are too anxious, the patient will feel uncomfortable."
Upon hearing this, Xiao Jingzhe compromised: "Yes, Mr. Ryan, I understand."
Ryan followed his worried eyes and looked at Mu Jinyue, whose eyes had not yet recovered. She seemed to be immersed in her own thoughts, and did not hear the conversation between the two.
Noticing that someone was looking at her, Mu Jinyue collected her thoughts, smiled and asked with her eyes.
She looks well-behaved and sensible, how can one imagine her having such terrible thoughts?
At the beginning of the Chinese lanterns, dark clouds cover the stars and the moon, only the neon lights light up the dark night.The snowflakes were still floating, fragmented, and reflected by the light into small colored halos, which looked a little more fireworks than during the day.
A few hours later, Mu Jinyue received a text message.
From Mr. Lane who just said "step by step".
"Mu, Jin, Yue?" Ryan still read slowly, but compared to the morning, his pronunciation was much more standard, and he didn't sound so rapt.
"Yes." Mu Jinyue nodded slightly, and asked straight to the point: "Does Mr. Ryan want to ask me the question at noon?"
Ryan nodded generously.
"Yes, Miss Mu, you are very smart."
Mu Jinyue smiled modestly.
Rather than saying that she is smart, it is better to say that Mr. Lane did not hide his purpose at all.
It's just that she was a little curious: "Mr. Ryan, you said you let me come alone, can I ask why?"
"If you can," Ryan turned the pen on the phone and said with a shrug, "I hope you don't ask."
Mu Jinyue was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect him to answer like this.
Ryan was also helpless.
Could it be that he said that because Xiao Jingzhe liked her, he didn't want to discuss the boy Mu Jinyue liked in front of him?
He believed that if he really said so, Xiao Jingzhe would definitely come to him to fight desperately, and more importantly, the little girl in front of him would be in a more serious condition.
But Ryan himself was unwilling to let him lie.Even if it is a white lie for the good of the patient.
His deep sea blue eyes were full of apology and helplessness, Mu Jinyue was only stunned for a moment, then nodded obediently and smiled: "Of course."
Ryan breathed a sigh of relief, his brows and eyes stretched: "My dear, thank you very much."
The two chatted for a few more words, and after Mu Jinyue relaxed, Ryan got back to business.
"So," he was sitting upright and asked seriously, "can you talk to me about that person you just like a little bit, what did you do to make you angry?"
The relaxed atmosphere suddenly froze.
The temperature at night is lower than during the day, the snowflakes are scattered, and the view outside the window is dark and gloomy.The indoor floor is warm and warm, water droplets condense on the glass windows, and slowly fall under the action of gravity, twisting and breaking water marks, scratching the dark color.
The outline of Mu Jinyue's facial features was reflected on the glass, and her amber eyes were blurred.
It took a long time before she spoke, her voice was low and hoarse, revealing the vicissitudes of loneliness of walking alone in the desert.
"Actually, I'm not angry." Her voice was very low: "I just suddenly realized that it doesn't seem to work like this."
Ryan remained motionless, as if listening.
Mu Jinyue briefly talked about Fu Yan's affairs, and then continued: "On his birthday, I saw him with a girl."
Having said that, Mu Jinyue paused.Ryan raised his eyebrows and guided her to open up: "So, are you jealous?"
"Maybe," Mu Jinyue narrowed her eyes, her long eyelashes cast gray shadows on her eyelids, and the warm light from above her head softened her stiff facial features, but her voice remained obscure: "Later, someone sent me a The video, is the scene of them embracing."
"Video?" Ryan tapped his fingertips on the table twice irregularly: "Do you believe it?"
"No." Mu Jinyue pursed her lips and smiled, confirming it.
Ryan didn't answer this time, he knew that Mu Jinyue still had more to say.
"Actually, on his birthday, I saw it with my own eyes and almost believed it," Mu Jinyue said. "But later, someone anonymously sent me a video, and I knew that this incident was deliberately designed by someone."
"Probably from the beginning, the other party planned for me to see those two people walking together. Later, I found out that I hadn't done anything radical, so they wanted to stimulate me again. It's just that video, after watching it repeatedly, I can find that, The eyes of the two of them shifted slightly, but they didn't meet."
"I was very angry at first, and even had the urge to jump off the stairs with him. But after I was alone and my mind cleared up, I realized how naive and ridiculous that kind of thinking is."
After talking too much, Mu Jinyue's throat became dry and she coughed lightly. Before she could speak, Ryan handed over a glass of water.
Mu Jinyue took it, thanked her and gulped it down, and then slowly narrated in a soft and ethereal voice.
"Then, I suddenly felt that it can't go on like this." She raised her eyes, and something was slowly flowing in her eyes: "I have nothing to do with him, and I already have such a strong possessive mentality. Whoever you are with will only hurt others and yourself."
"And my friends, I am used to relying on them, but if one day in the future, they are no longer by my side, what will I be like at that time? How will I treat them? Will I also have such a neurotic child? idea?"
As if asking Ryan, Mu Jinyue frowned slightly, puzzled.
Ryan didn't answer.
He knew that Mu Jinyue just needed someone to confide in now, and she was just telling the things that were suppressed in her heart and could not be told to others.
"I've actually thought about it a lot, and for a long time," Mu Jinyue gently rubbed the glass wall with her fingertips, her eyes dim and unclear: "It seems that there is only one way to solve this predicament, and that is to receive treatment."
receive treatment.
It is not the last resort when you want to get salvation and there is no way out.
Snow stopped.
The buildings here have strong local colors, pointed roofs, and decorated walls.There is a thick layer of snow in the backyard, no one has stepped on it yet, the surface is smooth and has no footprints, it is intact and clean, reflecting a hazy pure white in the dark night.
It was ice and snow outside the window, but it was warm inside. The three teenagers were all wearing short sleeves, sitting or standing, pacing back and forth, and the whole room was filled with restlessness.
Half of Bai Heyun's body was sunk in the soft sofa, with his legs resting on the tea table, his chin resting on one hand, worry and irritability appeared between his brows.
He frowned and reprimanded in a low voice: "Qiao Bin, can you calm down for a while!"
Qiao Bin, who walked No.30 for eight laps, stopped with a sad face: "I can't sit still."
"Go out if you can't sit still, don't dangle in front of my eyes!"
Qiao Bin lowered his head and muttered softly: "It's too cold outside." After a pause, he sighed, "I don't know where the little princess is."
After dinner, Mu Jinyue said that she wanted to go out alone and come back soon. They thought that Mu Jinyue was in a bad mood and wanted to go out to relax. In addition, the city was always safe, and they didn't close their accounts at night, so they didn't stop them. .
Who knew that it took her an hour to go away, and she couldn't even get through the phone.
"Okay," Xiao Jingzhe raised his hand to his temple, his cold eyes showed a trace of anxiety, he pursed his lips, and frowned: "Jinyue should have gone to find Mr. Ryan."
"Mr. Ryan?" Bai Heyun repeated, and immediately got up and walked out.
"Where are you going?" Xiao Jingzhe called to stop him.
"Go find Jinyue!"
"No." Xiao Jingzhe strode to catch up, and stopped in front of Bai Heyun, with a serious expression and deep eyes: "Mr. Ryan must be looking for Jinyue to inquire about her condition."
"Then I will go even more." Bai Heyun was resolute and resolute.
"If we go, Jinyue may not be able to open up to Mr. Ryan."
"I don't have to go in, just wait outside."
"But when Jinyue comes out and sees you, she will definitely feel guilty."
"..."
Neither of them backed down, and they just stood deadlocked at the door.
Qiao Bin was at a loss, when he suddenly saw the figure at the door, he was overjoyed, as if he had seen a savior.
"Stop arguing! The little princess is back!"
With just one sentence, those arguing stopped and turned their heads together, their tense faces relieved.
"Jinyue," Bai Heyun stretched out his hand to pull her to his side, speaking quickly: "Where did you go? Why did you come back?"
Mu Jinyue's expression was gentle: "Just walk around casually."
Bai Heyun asked again: "Then why is the phone turned off?"
Mu Jinyue was slightly startled: "It's turned off?" She took out the phone and took a look, and it was indeed turned off.
"I didn't turn it off," Mu Jinyue explained while pressing the power button, "Maybe it was because it was too cold and the phone turned off automatically."
Bai Heyun felt relieved, hesitated for a long time, but still didn't ask her if she went to see Mr. Ryan.
No one could ask Mu Jinyue what she didn't want to say.
It was getting late, and Mu Jinyue still didn't feel sleepy, but the remaining three people who couldn't adapt to the jet lag were already exhausted.
Feeling guilty, Mu Jinyue yawned pretendingly, rubbed her eyes out of the mist, and said vaguely: "I'm a little sleepy."
"Sleepy?" Qiao Bin stretched his eyelids, and his eyes were not focused: "Little princess, then you go to sleep, we are downstairs, if you have something to do, just call."
Mu Jinyue agreed and went upstairs, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.
She picked up her phone, clicked on the text message, and it was empty.
Mu Jinyue belatedly remembered that the first thing she did after arriving here was to change her mobile phone.
The mobile phone she used in China was turned off and thrown under the pillow. Mu Jinyue reached out and groped for a while, then took out the mobile phone and turned it on.
As soon as it was turned on, the prompt sounded, and it stopped after 3 minutes.
Missed calls, text messages, WeChat... It seems that anyone who can reach her is Fu Yan.
She guessed that Fu Yan would look for her.
It's just that he didn't expect that he would make so many calls and send so many text messages.
Obviously didn't get a response, and obviously didn't know if she could see it...
She closed her eyes, and there was a gleam of crystal at the end of her eyes, which was not real in the dark, and it was fleeting.
The clock was ticking, and the whistling wind knocked on the glass window, making a sharp and piercing sound.
Mu Jinyue opened her eyes. She couldn't adapt to the light of the phone. She squinted her eyes and looked at the screen. Her fingers paused on the screen for a long time before she could ignore the strange feeling in her heart.
At least for now, I can't contact him.
Mu Jinyue clicked on the address book and called Kong Ansi.
The other side quickly connected, and Kong Ansi's voice came from the receiver: "Yueyue?"
"Mom," Mu Jinyue calculated the time difference. At this point, it should be eight o'clock in China: "Good morning,"
"It's not good at all," Kong Ansi was dissatisfied: "You talked about studying abroad at noon, but you left at night, is the time so urgent?"
When Mu Jinyue left, Kong Ansi said this over and over several times.
She laughed and admitted her mistake obediently: "It's my fault, I will definitely say it in advance next time."
"Want to have a next time?" Kong Ansi snorted softly, "I won't agree next time."
Mu Jinyue just smiled and remained silent.
"By the way, Yueyue," Kong Ansi's tone suddenly became cautious: "Did you say you want to go abroad because you want to study abroad?"
Mu Jinyue's back stiffened: "Why do you ask that?"
"It's just..." After hesitating for a while, Kong Ansi spoke slowly: "Fu Yan has been here."
Mu Jinyue widened her eyes in astonishment.
She guessed that Fu Yan would definitely look for her, but she didn't expect that he found her home.
Mu Jinyue suddenly became nervous: "Mom, did you tell him where I am?"
"of course not."
Mu Jinyue clenched her phone tightly, cold sweat dripping from her palms.
Hearing Kong Ansi said 'no', Mu Jinyue felt relieved and at the same time became empty.
In vain, she despises herself a little bit.
(End of this chapter)